Jumping ship – again

Dunno what this week’s weigh-in is, ‘cuz I haven’t stopped by a WeightWatchers meeting in a while now. I don’t know how, but I managed to let myself completely stop caring about my weight. I am eating poorly, very poorly. Lotsa stuff that I know I should only eat in moderation – some things that I don’t actually necessarily want, but that seem to be sweet enough to sooth me for a bit.

I don’t know why I have to do this at least once every calendar year. This year I think I can actually attribute some of this to stress. It’s been an amazingly stressful couple of months. Since around the start of May, actually. Extended family issues, vacations, layoff worries…

However, I can’t cut myself too big a break. It’s just an excuse. I have to own the fact that I am struggling mightily. And that I need to wrest control back. It’s getting out of control, bad spiral…


– M

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