Current weight: 292.5
Difference from last entry: +6
Difference from 2008 starting weight (290.5): +2
Yeah, this is bad. There’s no way for me to even try to hint that there’s good news here. This is bad, very bad. I’ve lost track of my goals, and that has made it easy for me to lose track of my habits. I am obviously eating way too much. And the bad thing is that I am not eating good things. Good as in tastes good. Obviously I am also not eating healthy stuff. Or at least not enough of those.
Like I mentioned in my last entry, I joined Weight Watchers again three weeks ago. And proceeded to gain 3.2 pounds in my second week. That was very impressive, in a bad way, considering I am walking anywhere from 40 to 65 minutes every workday. My exercise is up, but my calories are up even more. Way, way more.
I am trying to re-convince myself that I can do this. I can get back on track. I just need to pull myself out of this stupid-ass laziness that I’ve slipped in to. Losing weight is hard work. Learning new, healthy habits is hard work. But it is something I can do. I just need to stop being lazy.