Oh, no, wait, that really isn’t a good thing. That’s just about the worst thing ever, actually. But in a really sick way, that was one of my goals. I’ve given up completely (in case that wasn’t already obvious). I realized that my weight has been skyrocketing out of control. I was very close to my highest weight ever. My challenge somehow became to break that mark.
I did it. 336. Horrible, disgusting, life-threatening. Scary.
I am so out-of-control right now that it is literally scary.