19 Nov

Update for 11/19 (or so)

River walkCurrent weight: 303
Difference from last entry: -0.5
Difference from 2008 starting weight (290.5): +12.5

Well, I still dunno if I can talk much about the last couple of months. Other than the obvious. I have had a really bad summer, eating whatever I wanted, whether I was hungry or not. Making bad choice after bad choice. Eating. things I don’t even know for certain that I wanted to eat. But I ate them anyway. [sigh]

On the plus side, I have continued to get in 40 minute walks every work day. And I enjoy it. I actually look forward to my walk every day. Which is a big change within me. I attribute it all to the change in work environment, switching to both a job that I love at a location that I love. The combination has been refreshing.

So now I have to struggle to get my eating back under control. To stop being such an ass, basically, and get back on track. That turned out to be much, much more difficult than I thought. It’s easy to fall off track, much harder to reverse things.

Still, baby steps, I guess.

The photo here is the scene from the river I walk along on my lunch hour. Did I mention that I love where I work? 🙂

13 Nov

Do you know the Mountain Man
The Mountain Man?
The Mountain Man!
Yes I know the Mountain Man
Who brings the bags of sweets

Do you hate the Mountain Man?
The Mountain Man?
The Mountain Man!
Do you hate the Mountain Man
‘cuz when he comes I eat…

Damned friggin’ vendors selling big bags of candy, trying to tear down my willpower. I’ve learned, though, that I absolutely cannot get large portions (bags, boxes, etc) of candy, ‘cuz I’ll eat every single one. 😛

09 Nov

Weigh-in for November 9, 2008 – :(

Current weight: 303.5
Difference from last entry: +15
Difference from 2008 starting weight (290.5): -13.5

I haven’t had much to say here since July, as if you couldn’t tell. Check my weight above, and my weight chart under the ads to the right, and you’ll be able to see just why. It’s been a bad summer and a bad autumn. Weight going up. Willpower going down. Sweet tooth out of control.

Bad. Very, bad.

🙁